I was taken in as your 'ward' but you and Alfred raised me after my parents died I'm not clear on whether you know all the details of that honestly but it is what it is I don't know who I'd be if you hadn't taken me in but I don't think I'd like him nearly as much
my parents were circus performers I was too it was a family act acrobats and trapeze artists The Flying Graysons
we stopped in Gotham for a few shows a protection racket tried to make us pay up and the circus owner refused to retaliate they cut the nets and the wires my parents swung first and I was going to jump out for them to catch me but instead they fell to their deaths in front of me and a full audience
you were in the audience
I won't pester you with asking what you decided that's up to you not my business really
well, now you do some of the circus was getting together to adopt me jointly or something I appreciated the idea but I think if I stayed in the same place I never would have gotten over it moving me to a huge gothic mansion that you liked to joke was haunted was one of the best things you could have done or he sorry I'll stop referring to you two as the same person
that would have felt like running away also the police needed me as a material witness to catch my parents' murderer and I wanted to stay to see him face justice ultimately the police couldn't find him so eventually I wanted to stay to find him myself
for a lot of reasons I wanted to help people I wanted to make Bruce's job easier I thought Batman would be more effective with a partner especially a cheerful one I wanted to cheer him up I thought on some level it was the only way he'd keep me around and the thrill of it didn't compare to anything it still doesn't
Bruce I know you have your problems with him but I love him like a father and I don't regret any of it it made me feel strong and capable again it made me feel like more than the crying kid in front of an audience of a hundred terrified people I know you think it's stupid but it meant the world to me
I'll tell you if I'm uncomfortable, don't worry I've never felt obligated to any version of you to be what I'm not or do what I don't want to doing something silly or backwards, maybe but I've also never followed adult you blindly and I don't intend to start with teenage you
That's reassuring. I'm not used to dealing with someone so
unreservedly loquacious. I was beginning to wonder if you had any personal boundaries at all. No offense.
It's about your pursuit of the man who murdered your parents. A few things. Which are perhaps better saved for a face-to-face conversation as opposed to text Although frankly I prefer text as a rule
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Date: 2018-04-10 11:42 pm (UTC)but you and Alfred raised me after my parents died
I'm not clear on whether you know all the details of that honestly
but it is what it is
I don't know who I'd be if you hadn't taken me in
but I don't think I'd like him nearly as much
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Date: 2018-04-10 11:46 pm (UTC)anything, tbh. Not that I've asked about you or the others.
Anyway, I've already made up my mind.
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Date: 2018-04-10 11:54 pm (UTC)I was too
it was a family act
acrobats and trapeze artists
The Flying Graysons
we stopped in Gotham for a few shows
a protection racket tried to make us pay up and the circus owner refused
to retaliate they cut the nets and the wires
my parents swung first and I was going to jump out for them to catch me
but instead they fell to their deaths in front of me and a full audience
you were in the audience
I won't pester you with asking what you decided
that's up to you
not my business really
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Date: 2018-04-11 02:49 am (UTC)I didn't mean to imply you were obligated to tell me.
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Date: 2018-04-11 11:18 am (UTC)it felt weird that you didn't know
but I guess that was uh
what's it called, "oversharing"?
sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable
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Date: 2018-04-11 11:43 am (UTC)I don't mind.
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Date: 2018-04-11 11:47 am (UTC)some of the circus was getting together to adopt me jointly or something
I appreciated the idea but I think if I stayed in the same place I never would have gotten over it
moving me to a huge gothic mansion that you liked to joke was haunted was one of the best things you could have done
or he
sorry I'll stop referring to you two as the same person
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Date: 2018-04-11 11:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 12:30 pm (UTC)also the police needed me as a material witness to catch my parents' murderer
and I wanted to stay to see him face justice
ultimately the police couldn't find him
so eventually I wanted to stay to find him myself
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Date: 2018-04-11 12:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 05:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 05:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 05:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 05:29 pm (UTC)anyway after that I didn't want to stop and that's where the "vintage children's illustrated Robin Hood" came in
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Date: 2018-04-11 05:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-11 06:05 pm (UTC)I wanted to help people
I wanted to make Bruce's job easier
I thought Batman would be more effective with a partner
especially a cheerful one
I wanted to cheer him up
I thought on some level it was the only way he'd keep me around
and the thrill of it didn't compare to anything
it still doesn't
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Date: 2018-04-12 03:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-12 12:55 pm (UTC)I know you have your problems with him but I love him like a father
and I don't regret any of it
it made me feel strong and capable again
it made me feel like more than the crying kid in front of an audience of a hundred terrified people
I know you think it's stupid
but it meant the world to me
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Date: 2018-04-12 01:06 pm (UTC)They're sort of personal.
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Date: 2018-04-12 01:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-12 01:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-04-12 01:14 pm (UTC)anyway shoot
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Date: 2018-04-12 01:32 pm (UTC)You don't have to answer.
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Date: 2018-04-12 01:35 pm (UTC)I've never felt obligated to any version of you to be what I'm not or do what I don't want to
doing something silly or backwards, maybe
but I've also never followed adult you blindly
and I don't intend to start with teenage you
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Date: 2018-04-12 01:49 pm (UTC)unreservedly loquacious.
I was beginning to wonder if you had any personal boundaries at all.
No offense.
It's about your pursuit of the man who murdered your parents.
A few things.
Which are perhaps better saved for a face-to-face conversation as opposed to text
Although frankly I prefer text as a rule
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