well, now you do some of the circus was getting together to adopt me jointly or something I appreciated the idea but I think if I stayed in the same place I never would have gotten over it moving me to a huge gothic mansion that you liked to joke was haunted was one of the best things you could have done or he sorry I'll stop referring to you two as the same person
that would have felt like running away also the police needed me as a material witness to catch my parents' murderer and I wanted to stay to see him face justice ultimately the police couldn't find him so eventually I wanted to stay to find him myself
for a lot of reasons I wanted to help people I wanted to make Bruce's job easier I thought Batman would be more effective with a partner especially a cheerful one I wanted to cheer him up I thought on some level it was the only way he'd keep me around and the thrill of it didn't compare to anything it still doesn't
Bruce I know you have your problems with him but I love him like a father and I don't regret any of it it made me feel strong and capable again it made me feel like more than the crying kid in front of an audience of a hundred terrified people I know you think it's stupid but it meant the world to me
I'll tell you if I'm uncomfortable, don't worry I've never felt obligated to any version of you to be what I'm not or do what I don't want to doing something silly or backwards, maybe but I've also never followed adult you blindly and I don't intend to start with teenage you
That's reassuring. I'm not used to dealing with someone so
unreservedly loquacious. I was beginning to wonder if you had any personal boundaries at all. No offense.
It's about your pursuit of the man who murdered your parents. A few things. Which are perhaps better saved for a face-to-face conversation as opposed to text Although frankly I prefer text as a rule
you're saying I talk a lot all that private school paid off! and I have a few, believe me, but you either don't know about them or wouldn't think to ask and that's just fiiiine with me 😉
Whatever you're most comfortable with I don't mind talking about what happened to my parents it was headline news for months and even years after there would be "where are they now" pieces in the papers the sad little gypsy boy adopted by a millionaire, you know so I had to get used to talking about it though you shielded me from as much of that as you could
He did a decent job, apparently. I found none of the answers I was looking for when I read about you.
That's part of the reason I said I didn't mean to imply you had to reiterate what happened that night. The details I wonder about aren't public domain, at least that I know of so far.
I was wondering about when you apprehended him If there was a personal confrontation and what was said and done
Also the person who commits a crime isn't always the one who's ultimately responsible for the order to do so or for the circumstances that facilitate the order. I was wondering if your usage of the singular 'murderer' implied you considered Zucco ultimately responsible and if you're certain you managed to take down the others involved with the protection racket after his apprehension or if this was something that concerned you. If the answer to any of this is in the newspaper archives I apologize and you should feel free to refer me to that instead
But I was also wondering if after the fact you felt any closure
I think it's important to explain why I was a material witness to this case I saw Zucco cutting the wires before the show I tried to warn people but I was just a kid and everyone was distracted getting ready and to be honest I didn't really understand what I'd seen so I felt personally responsible
but closure is different for everyone I don't know if I'll ever feel at peace with what happened but I felt like I'd fixed the problem that had killed my parents so no one would go through what I did
after we caught him I just wanted to keep going I could see that Gotham had holes in it that sucked people in and hurt them I wanted to keep fixing those going after the entire protection racket organisation for example I never wanted to stop
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some of the circus was getting together to adopt me jointly or something
I appreciated the idea but I think if I stayed in the same place I never would have gotten over it
moving me to a huge gothic mansion that you liked to joke was haunted was one of the best things you could have done
or he
sorry I'll stop referring to you two as the same person
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also the police needed me as a material witness to catch my parents' murderer
and I wanted to stay to see him face justice
ultimately the police couldn't find him
so eventually I wanted to stay to find him myself
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anyway after that I didn't want to stop and that's where the "vintage children's illustrated Robin Hood" came in
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I wanted to help people
I wanted to make Bruce's job easier
I thought Batman would be more effective with a partner
especially a cheerful one
I wanted to cheer him up
I thought on some level it was the only way he'd keep me around
and the thrill of it didn't compare to anything
it still doesn't
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I know you have your problems with him but I love him like a father
and I don't regret any of it
it made me feel strong and capable again
it made me feel like more than the crying kid in front of an audience of a hundred terrified people
I know you think it's stupid
but it meant the world to me
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They're sort of personal.
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anyway shoot
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You don't have to answer.
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I've never felt obligated to any version of you to be what I'm not or do what I don't want to
doing something silly or backwards, maybe
but I've also never followed adult you blindly
and I don't intend to start with teenage you
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unreservedly loquacious.
I was beginning to wonder if you had any personal boundaries at all.
No offense.
It's about your pursuit of the man who murdered your parents.
A few things.
Which are perhaps better saved for a face-to-face conversation as opposed to text
Although frankly I prefer text as a rule
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all that private school paid off!
and I have a few, believe me, but you either don't know about them or wouldn't think to ask
and that's just fiiiine with me 😉
Whatever you're most comfortable with
I don't mind talking about what happened to my parents
it was headline news for months and even years after there would be "where are they now" pieces in the papers
the sad little gypsy boy adopted by a millionaire, you know
so I had to get used to talking about it
though you shielded me from as much of that as you could
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That's part of the reason I said I didn't mean to imply you had to reiterate what happened that night. The details I wonder about aren't public domain, at least that I know of so far.
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If there was a personal confrontation and what was said and done
Also the person who commits a crime isn't always the one who's ultimately responsible for the order to do so or for the circumstances that facilitate the order. I was wondering if your usage of the singular 'murderer' implied you considered Zucco ultimately responsible and if you're certain you managed to take down the others involved with the protection racket after his apprehension or if this was something that concerned you. If the answer to any of this is in the newspaper archives I apologize and you should feel free to refer me to that instead
But I was also wondering if after the fact you
felt any closure
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I saw Zucco cutting the wires before the show
I tried to warn people but I was just a kid and everyone was distracted getting ready
and to be honest I didn't really understand what I'd seen
so I felt personally responsible
but closure is different for everyone
I don't know if I'll ever feel at peace with what happened
but I felt like I'd fixed the problem that had killed my parents
so no one would go through what I did
after we caught him
I just wanted to keep going
I could see that Gotham had holes in it that sucked people in and hurt them
I wanted to keep fixing those
going after the entire protection racket organisation for example
I never wanted to stop
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